"Every time I have time to think I think of this."

My head doesn't contain sane thoughts. Maybe 'sane' isn't an accurate term. My thought process is not linear so much as rhythmic (as if the two were opposing concepts) so that there is constantly music taking up my attention. Which is good.

I learned today that my favorite defense mechanism of choice, namely the repression of any outward show of emotion, initiates memory loss. I did not know this. Now that i do and with the admittance of memory loss being my greatest fear if only because it is so present in my life, it seems i should quit it. I'll get back to you (me) on that one.

Faretheewell folk,
-Talthea (5/18/04)

(And the quote is Ani Difranco. *Cloud Blood*)